Dear Mommy,
It's just been over a week since you've been gone. I called Poh Poh yesterday to see how she has been doing. However, we ended up having this huge argument over the phone in regards to your funeral arrangements.
It's been stressful enough already with nobody offering to help us. Poh Poh doesn't want to be involved, which I don't blame her because it's probably been very difficult for her, but then she goes on to criticize how we are doing it all wrong. And Kau Kau... Well Kau Kau is Kau Kau. He has proven himself to be useless time and time again. Sigh.
I care about Poh Poh but she always guilt trips us and says that we don't care and that if she ends up getting hurt at home, nobody would even know, etc. I worry about her. I care about her. I don't know why she needs to be so irrational.
I think we need a cool down period. I just can't face her at this time. I know that if you were here you would have told me that I should have controlled my temper and that I shouldn't have talked to Poh Poh that way. So I guess I won't mention anything anymore.
I went to visit Daddy today to see how he was doing. Annie Biu Yee and Karen Biu Yee came to visit as well and brought a bunch of old photos for us to go through. Daddy scanned in all of your pictures to the computer.
Daddy started drinking the tea that he left out for you last night and there wasn't any taste to it even though it's been steeping overnight and looked super dark. We had an instant feeling that you came back to visit us.
We still hope to be able to see you in our dreams soon. We miss you so much.
Love,
Juli